Welcome!

 Hi, my name is Angel,

I made this blog so I could talk about the things in my life that I can’t talk about with anyone I know personally, for that reason, everyone I mention here will have a random name! Please don’t be offended if I pick your name, because it doubt it’s actually about you <3

So, some things about me, I love pink, rabbits, bows, ribbons and Chappell Roan (Absolute queen IMO). I have a lovely partner called Mira, I love them a lot, but it can be complicated sometimes. My best friends Dahlia and Betty, Dahlia is lovely but sometimes I wonder if she really does prefer Berry over me, and Betty is fun and I love her a lot but I worry that she’ll eventually drop me. 

Then, my latest problem, my old friends, June and Sasha both feel like I’m choosing Dahlia and Betty over them, but honestly I don’t really want to be friends with them anymore, more so June. June has been great to me in the past but she just seems be constantly judging and mocking me, I can’t do anything around her without getting a snarky remark or being constantly made fun of, I can’t even argue back with them because they just laugh about it between them, or tell me it’s just a joke and I shouldn’t take everything so seriously but honestly after a while it’s really grating and I can’t be bothered to keep letting it go, I’m just sick of it, I really am. 

I guess in a way I do choose dahlia and Betty over them but can you really blame me? They barely talk to me when I am with them and I tried speaking about it with June but of course she denied it, who wouldn’t? I just don’t know what I’m best to do, I really don’t know. I haven’t spoken to them since we fought last week, they’d wanted me to go out with them but I honestly just didn’t want to, I knew serena would be there and I can’t stand her, she seems to think she’s better than everyone when in reality she’s just got a big mouth and no sense or shame, and I really don’t like her, then there’s Lola, while we haven’t properly fought, she constantly makes snarky, judgy remarks, I don’t honestly know who she think she is, she has the personality of a cardboard box, I don’t think she’s ever said anything interesting in her whole life. But the main point is, that I just really did not want to go out and spend a whole evening with people I dislike? I mean really is that so bad.  Apparently, according to June, she just started off about how I’m always leaving them for Betty and Dahlia (and honestly I would prefer to be with them anyway) but the thing that gets me is that anytime I do spend time with them they practically ignore me the entire time, so tell me, why I would spend time with someone who barely speaks to me. So obviously I started to talk to them less but, not that much less? Honestly I’m just sick of people, if anyone can offer any kind of advice I’d appreciate it <3 

Hope to see you soon! -Angel